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Secret study spot thanks to Euni |
Going to change up the topic of my blog a little bit this weekend.
When I started this baking blog, I wanted to to make it about Jesus; baking for His glory that is. Every time I get to bake I remind myself of the little things that I get to do in glorying God and I am so thankful for those moments.
As my new semester started as a full time grad. student and my responsibilities at work growing (it feels like), I found myself in the mist of my old habits of getting overwhelmed by everything that needs to be checked off in my agenda on a day to day basis. After a week of frustrated tears of asking God why I needed to be in school for so much longer and not knowing what I was doing at Biola and with my teaching career even though it seemed so simple for others, I was gently reminded in the mist of all my tantrums that pride had been built up in me.
One of my classmate in my program prayed thanking God how blessed we are to be getting an education that is glorifying Him as well as something we want to do for the rest of our lives and it left me speechless. If I am learning to teach as Jesus taught I must be aware that "teaching is an art of serving, a process of humbly guiding others not to oneself but to the Lord and his Word. Therefore, pride is totally inappropriate in a teacher" (Roy B. Zuck,
Teaching as Jesus Taught).
I'm so thankful that despite my ugly tantrums, God brings me to this point of gentle rebukes, forgiveness, and encouragement. Even though I may not know what God is doing in my life, I am surely in good hands and that through the process' I will experience His love, care, and provision as everything comes together perfectly (Eccles. 3:11).
Jesus, You know me better than I know myself and for that I am so relieved and thankful...